A daily Fight .

You are in a daily fight with your inner-self. 

You struggle to not show your pain , 

your fears and even the things that make you sleep late at night .

But no one dares to reach your unapproachable side .

No one insists to know what is behind your hesitant “ I’m fine” . 

No one even tries .

Sadly you only get insincere words when you actually need sincere actions.

Time would make you know where do you really stand in people’s life . 

But by then it will be either insignificant or too late .

After,

After , People would start asking you why did you change ,

 If you need help and if they did hurt you . 

Neither their care nor their efforts to fix things would matter then.

 Because you don’t need it anymore . 

You did drop several hints when you needed them the most .

But no one noticed or has been bothered to care. 

It’s not your fault. 

Why would it be your fault ,

when even the supposed to closest don't understand your silence .