Just how much the taste of loss is so bitter and hurtful .
We take people existence so lightly that we always forget that we may lose them at anytime . I understand now after many incidents that tears shed in goodbyes are about mourning our culpability more than missing that person forever .The Culpability of never appreciating that person enough, the culpability of never expressing our love enough . Never giving enough hugs , enough kisses , laughing enough together or telling that person that he means alot than he can ever imagined .
The last or the most memorable picture in my mind of all the people i have lost is the picture of their smiles .Just like that, they portray how much beautiful were their souls and then leave forever .
To that beautiful soul who was a dear friend more than a family related , i don’t know why i feel that part of my childhood is buried now after your departure . Life has set us apart since a while but we have managed to steal moments there and there to meet by hazard or in occasions . Now it’s sad that we won’t even have those moments nor those occasions because you have left forever without giving me the opportunity to tell you how much precious you were. I tell you now , though it’s too late, that you are one of the person that i will never forget .I feel helpless but i can only pray that you are in a better place now . I will never forget your smile and maybe someday in after life we will meet again .
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